أبي ...
حبيبي ...
أنتَ أفسدتَ حياتي!
لأنني كلما قارنت رجلاً بك
سقط مِن عيني
أحبك أبي
وأشتاق لك كثيراً... كثيراً

The page I was on.. And the page I'm on today..

It's been so long since I've checked my blog.
I read the few posts I wrote almost 10 months ago.. And I can barely believe I personally wrote those words.. Even though it's been 10 months only, but I have changed completely..

Honestly?
I regret writing a lot of things.. Because they were a mere waste of time and energy.
A waste of thought as well.

Today.. Right now.. I am happy.

Fog

Every time I write a new post, there's a specific attitude behind it.. And lately, I've been swinging way too much..

Part of it because I'm insane, yes.. But the other part, is because you're confusing the heck out of me..

Make up your mind, please.

For real? For reeeeaaal???

Back to the lies.
No wait, you never really got rid of that habit in the first place, so we're still on the same page.

I never expected your "babe, I'm home!" so don't start treating me as if you're doing me a favor.
With that history of yours? Man.. You better take care..

I'm sorry that you got bored of your tramps.

A muddled state of mind

I never liked waiting.
I'm not sure how to handle it. It gets on my nerves and makes me very stressed.

So now what?
I have to sit down, wait for a while, act as if nothing's going on?

Make up your mind.