Yet another confession

Why is it so easy for you to upset me?
More like.. Why do I easily get upset?

I know the answer but I'm afraid to admit it..
I'm afraid to admit it coz maybe I dun want it to be true..
And I dun want it to be true coz.. I won't get anything out of it basically.. So there's no point..

I noticed that my latest posts were very short n that's because I've been speechless for the last few weeks.. Words betrayed me.. Again..

All I know is that I can't see myself without you.. All I know is that I need u in my life..

And I know.. I just know.. That I love u.

Pain pain pain.. Endless pain..

My heart.. Is hurt.. I'm in serious pain.. Physically and emotionally.. I think the emotional pain is gradually growing into a physical one.. And I wish I can die right now.. I don't want to suffer anymore.. I don't want to be strong or tough because there's absolutely no reason to do that..

Somebody do me a favor n kill me..

Last hope is gone

I should be happy for u..
But I'm not..
How can I be?!

Lately.. I've been crying myself to sleep.. And it's basically, because of u..

I'm just wondering, how come everything/one I want/love fade to black? Why???
I'm losing it all..

Please?!

All I need is a hug..

Relig-ass

I don't have a problem with God,
It's his fanclub I can't stand.

Could this be..?

If you only knew..

Lol ?!

What's next???

It's funny that I actually no longer care about the future.. Going with the flow.. Silently going with flow.. Numbly going with the flow..

What do u do when u feel like talking to someone but no one is willing to listen?! Friends don't exist. I have learnt the hard way.

And lol, that one person u need in ur life, is never there.. Lol.. It makes me laugh, seriously.. Because I ran out of tears.. I'm laughing instead.. Lol.. Misery no longer hurts.. I'm comfortably miserable.. And comfortably numb as well..
Because I belong there.. In the dark.. With the ashes.. My sanctuary..

Screw this life.. Screw human beings.. Screw everything.. From now on, I won't give a damn about anything/one. I WILL BE SELFISH!

It's about time

I'm murdering that voodoo doll.. Burning it in the flames of hell.. I'm no longer under your spell!

Goodbye.