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Where are you my dear?

Are you far or near?

I hope you remember me,

I hope you're thinking of me,

For I am missing thee..

My path is getting darker,

Without you..

I am waiting for you..

I cannot forsake my grief,

My anguish and pain..

I keep waiting,

Waiting for you..

Waiting for your shadow..

I'm wishing you're at ease,

I'm wishing you've found peace..

Surrounded by beautiful angels in grace,

With a broad smile on you're face..

Still waiting for your sign..

I promised myself,

And took a vow..

To hold your memory,

Forever so deep..

And as long as I'm breathing,

That promise, I shall keep..

I dream of you my beloved..

Hurt

I decided 2 post the lyrics to one of my current fav songs at the moment, it's a song I can 100% relate to it..I'm also goin to add the song's video coz it's really good..
I'm not trying to be a drama queen, neither be so depressive but this is who I am, n how I feel right now..
It's been 33 days..And I'm still trying to hold on n be strong..
If only I can turn back the hands of time, if only ppl can understand the pain, shame, hurt & regret I'm feelin..If only anyone can understand..
Dad..I DO love u so very much, n I miss u even more..

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

One more breath..

Back to this life..My life..

Yet another breath, feels hard though..Feels like the weight of the world..It's heavy on my heart..

I'm trying to grab the old pieces of my past life, trying to gather them together, n complete the picture in my head. But it's not the image I'm lookin for..

I dream of things, everything..Everyone..I live in a dreamy world in order to survive..
Maybe it isn't right, but what is right & wrong?!

It's been 29 days..

Alive

Just a post..
To tell u..




That I'm still alive..

-.-