Sunday, December 27, 2009

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Today's thoughts

Meh.. What a day.. Can't really tell if it's good or not.. Severe mood swings driving me completely insane! No wait! I am actually insane! The chemicals in my brain are not right! Oh well.. How sad!

* I'm so out of it!!!

* I ate like a monster.. Gosh I hate doing that..

* Well apparently my brain's not functioning! I can't focus or even come up with the right words.. Sucks..

* Ok screw this I dun haev any friggin thoughts coz I can barely think!!!

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Kill me please.

So what if u actually love me??
Am I supposed to be so happy??

It's weird the way some ppl think..

I haven't wrote anything in months.. God.. I'm dead inside.. I can't take all this pressure anymore..

Why was I born?

So.. Let's face it, I'm broke, lonely even though I've someone that adores me, misunderstood, frustrated, depressed.. I can keep going.. Describing my misery..

Believe it or not, dying right now wouldn't harm anyone! On the contrary, a lot of ppl would be happy n feel much better once I'm gone.. At least mom wouldn't have to worry about the money anymore..

I got no reason to live.. I want to die..