Stepping stone..

Mistaken again..

Another stepping stone on my way to "happiness".. It's quite funny that everytime I think someone understands, I'd be turned down.. To my inner self who keeps telling me that no one understands shit.. That no one would understand my insanity, my sensitivity, my complexes but most importantly; ME.

But I just have to give it a shot each time, because I never lose hope. I'm not a very optimistic person, but I am hopeful when it comes to this. Because I did find that one person who took it all in and accepted it.. But how ironic that I lost that person, I let them go.. How pathetic..

I might be on my way to misanthropy!

This can't be true though, there's gotta be more than this..

The more I get disappointed the more I'm hurt.. And no, nobody sees my inner wounds & scars because they're too blind and ignorant to notice anything.. And I am not one to speak..

Can it get more fucked up?!

I guess I shall live with the regret of letting you go.. I wonder if you know how I feel though, because after all, you know me better than anyone, you see right through me in a magical way.

I just want to be free.. I want to get out of this quod..

I think I should not trust people that much, or believe in them, and maybe then I wouldn't be so spiritless and grim!