Get out of my head please!

I gotta stop reading your messages and texts god damn it!
You are invading my brain, you took over my world.. I can't stop thinking about it.. It's a fact.. And it's hard for me to admit it, but it's true..

I love you..

All I want.. Is to look in your eyes and tell you how I feel about you, knowing and being certain that it wouldn't ruin anything we already have.. Though we have almost nothing left.. I don't even know if you consider me a friend anymore.. But god.. I want you to be mine.. Mine only..

You keep keep me up at night.. I daydream about you during the day.. You are occupying me..
You are haunting me, haunting my thoughts, my dreams, my whole world..
I don't know what to do anymore..

I don't know if I should try and let you go.. Try to forget you and kick you out of my system..
Or give it a shot, a risky shot and tell you how I truly feel about you..
I do realize that I'll end up losing you if I ever tell you the truth, but then.. I hate holding back..

I love you.. With all my heart.. I'm in love with you.. Madly in love with you..