Thursday, March 10, 2011

Deluded.. So deluded

Of course I am..

I say horrible things about you, but at the end of the day, when I go to bed, you're my last thought before I fall asleep..
And when I wake up, you're the first thing on my mind..
As for the time between sleeping and waking up.. I spend it struggling and fighting with my inner self.. Because I miss you even though I shouldn't.. Because I love you, and it's stupid..
Stupidity, guilt and confusion are killing me..

Maybe we should both die at the same time.. And then our souls might get together again.

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