Too lost in you

For you baby..
Sugababes - Too Lost In You


You look into my eyes
I go out of my mind
I can't see anything
Cos this love's got me blind
I can't help myself
I can't break the spell
I can't even try

I'm in over my head
You got under skin
I got no strength at all
In the state that I'm in

And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

ooh
Well you whispered to me
And I shiver inside
You undo me and move me
In ways undefined
And you're all I see
And you're all I need
Help me baby (help me baby)
Help me baby (help me now)

Cos I'm slipping away
Like the sand to the tide
Falling into your arms
Falling into your eyes
If you get too near
I might disappear
I might lose my mind

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

I'm going in crazy in love for you baby
(I can't eat and I can't sleep)
I'm going down like a stone in the sea
Yeah, no one can rescue me
(No one can rescue me)

Oooh, my baby
Oooh, baby, baby

[Chorus:]
Baby, I'm too lost in you
Caught in you
Lost in everything about you
So deep, I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you

I'm lost in you
I'm lost in you
I'm lost in everything about you
So deep (so deep), I can't sleep
I can't think
I just think about the things that you do (you do)
I'm too lost in you
(Too lost in you)

It's been 10 months..

I'm in love..
As scary as that sounds.. As weird as that sounds or even as cliche as that sounds..
But I really am..

Several questions pop in my head:
Why YOU????
What's so special about you???
Why can't I get you off my mind no matter how hard I try.. Why are you always my first thought when I wake up and the last one before I sleep.. My heart skips a beat when I think of you, well basically all I can do right now is just think about/of you.. 24/7.. You make me smile, you make me cry, you make me happy, you make me sad, you make mad & angry but I'm still soooo into you..
And I know I shouldn't.. This love is wrong but I can't help it, I have seriously tried to not love you, to even hate you but I ended up loving you more.. I don't know how this is going to end, but hopefully no tragedies..

I try to talk about anything with you just for conversation's sake, just for the sake of looking into your eyes and listening to your voice.. And just watching you.. In front of me.. Talking to me..

"Ever since I saw your face,
Nothing in my life has been the same..
I walk around just saying your name,
Without you my world would end.."

Quoted from a stupid, silly pop song :P but I love those 4 lines..

You have no idea about all the feelings I have for you.. And it hurts because I don't even exist in your world, I'm just... Someone...

It's silly, the way I always picture you whenever I listen to a cheesy love song..

I truly and deeply love you..

I read your texts over and over again.. Unbelieving you actually sent them!! Because anything related to YOU is so precious to ME..

Your name makes my heart melt.. Just the sound of it sends me to another planet.. I Google it about ten times a day just for the sake of typing it.. I write it whenever I'm holding a pen.. I even wrote it on the back of my final exam's paper XD and guess what, it brought me luck!

All I want.. Is to be with you, and be loved by you..

You complete me, you are without a doubt my first true love that no matter what happens I'll always remember and cherish..

I realize that my feelings will probably go wasted and that we don't even have a chance together.. But I can't help but to fall for you.. It is out of my hands my love.. So out of my hands..

No one understands why I love you, no one knows how special, awesome & outstanding you are.. How beautiful inside/out, gracious & charming.. But I am blessed to know all of this and even more.. I am blessed to know you.. And even if we never end up together, you must know that you will always mean a whole lot to me.. Always and forever..

I love you <3

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Where are you my dear?

Are you far or near?

I hope you remember me,

I hope you're thinking of me,

For I am missing thee..

My path is getting darker,

Without you..

I am waiting for you..

I cannot forsake my grief,

My anguish and pain..

I keep waiting,

Waiting for you..

Waiting for your shadow..

I'm wishing you're at ease,

I'm wishing you've found peace..

Surrounded by beautiful angels in grace,

With a broad smile on you're face..

Still waiting for your sign..

I promised myself,

And took a vow..

To hold your memory,

Forever so deep..

And as long as I'm breathing,

That promise, I shall keep..

I dream of you my beloved..

Hurt

I decided 2 post the lyrics to one of my current fav songs at the moment, it's a song I can 100% relate to it..I'm also goin to add the song's video coz it's really good..
I'm not trying to be a drama queen, neither be so depressive but this is who I am, n how I feel right now..
It's been 33 days..And I'm still trying to hold on n be strong..
If only I can turn back the hands of time, if only ppl can understand the pain, shame, hurt & regret I'm feelin..If only anyone can understand..
Dad..I DO love u so very much, n I miss u even more..

Christina Aguilera - Hurt

Seems like it was yesterday when I saw your face
You told me how proud you were, but I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside but I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide 'cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, oooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help me understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Ohh I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, ohh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

One more breath..

Back to this life..My life..

Yet another breath, feels hard though..Feels like the weight of the world..It's heavy on my heart..

I'm trying to grab the old pieces of my past life, trying to gather them together, n complete the picture in my head. But it's not the image I'm lookin for..

I dream of things, everything..Everyone..I live in a dreamy world in order to survive..
Maybe it isn't right, but what is right & wrong?!

It's been 29 days..