Abhorrence

I've been absorbing all the negativity in the world lately.. It seems like everyone's sadness and misery is building up inside of me and making me depressed.
And I honestly have my own share of misery, so I don't need more crap.
But I'm not receiving this pain by contacting those who are in pain. Well I am, but that's not the only way. It's kind of like sensing and feeling those unpleasant things without even communicating with people. I can feel it. I can simply feel it.. And it's hurting me..

I might not be making any sense, but that's the way it is with me at the moment.

All this hunger, sickness, tragedies, conflicts and many other things are hurting me.. And I'm so helpless. So helpless and pathetic.
Helplessness hurts me too.

So revolted..

But who cares..